I realize i'm mid-processes. I feel as though life is passing me by - by life I mean "All the fit people" - as I sit on the sidelines burdened by my insecurities and general sadness.
I AM willing to go through this. Last week sometime I took another 'before' photo...my first comparison based on the baseline photo I took the first week of august. Visible changes! Yes...still...
NASTY to me. Ugly. Repulsive. Embarassing.
That's fine. I own those feelings - will not let them define me. Just going to get through them until they are done.
:)
I wish farewell to my Subaru - which tomorrow I deliver to the new owner. I'll miss the car - but eager to see where life next takes me.
Menu and work-out for today:
I'm right there with you today! I know that feeling of looking at your body and thinking that you're never gonna get to where you want... I know it all too well. But that's what we work for. And it's good that you're recognizing that you HAVE made progress. If you need to talk, you know where to find me :)
ReplyDeleteI feel that way one week out of every month...it sucks, just keep on keeping on and it will eventually go away.
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