Yay! I pigged out today :(

Eating the amount of food I consumed today should be a sign I am off the wagon.   Now, on paper - or online - 14xx Calories for a 39y/o, 6'1", 227.x lbs man creates no imagery of gluttony.   I am broken, though, mentally/emotionally due to my addiction to food.  I know calories are the enemy - however I will remain steadfast with my trust in my trainer, friends and support group.

Today's Food/Fitness log:

The fitness portion, as you can see, lists as leg-centric.  Note the final entry?  Erin I love ya to death, really do.  But...My legs are as out of shape - or worse - like the rest of me.   Lots of 'omg i hate her' thoughts - followed by 'I want to quit' followed by "NO! You will NOT quit until you have a hot body"

By "hot" I'm referencing a high subjective rating of attractiveness, especially by the opposite sex - not physical temperature....it's a homonym... :-)


OH! On the scale - which I hate - front.  227.4 this am.  229.0 about twenty mins ago.   I'm not worried about the specific numbers - I'm longing for a downward trend of SOME sort.  :)


Random Photo: On the left - taken January 2010 at my heaviest of about 258.  The right - May 2011, about 227.